As the night falls, I lay in bed and the thoughts of the past, present, and future lingers around my body. The past, the choices I made has definitely created a woman of whom I am today. The present, am I actually happy? The future, will I stay happy? The explanation of never regretting was to build stronger guards because life is an experience. I’ve fallen multiple times, and I’ve stood up. Family who will never leave. Friends who has ears to hear my opinions, and the hearts to give feedbacks. But, my relationship….I feel empty.
Sometimes I wish I didn’t fall into your arms anymore. But what hurts the most is that its the best place to be in.